New with a confession. I think im ready to have my son institutionalized
In 2011 I lost everything I had after he attacked a little girl.
You can read about it in the Autism support group.
I lost friends, family and work because I sat frozen in fear while he attacked a little girl. I almost lost my freedom and son but the judge was lenient enough to let us both go free if I took my son to his various therapies and ABA daily for the rest of his life(or until he turns 18). That is one of the biggest problem among my ex-friends. They feel that we weren't "punished" enough. If it was up to them he would have the electric chair and I the lethal injection. 2 years later the friends and family of the little girl still hound me on FB.
I am beginning to think that it is time for my son to go to an inpatient facility. I do love him, but I live in constant fear that I will lose another daughter to his violence. I want him to get the help he needs and I am obviously not giving it to him.