I swear my anxiety has doubled thanks to our tiny troubles that end up making my husband work more. He owns his own methane and oil pumping service and recently one of his guys quit...rather fired but he was being stupid. Any who, now that he is short a man he has had to do alittle extra and the other night he was very late coming home. His phone went straight to voice mail cus being out in the middle of nowhere there is just no signal. I tried so hard not to have a panic attack because I don't know if he is hurt or what. He finally came home and all was fine, he had a friend helping him out there thank god.
But last night was a real kicker, he told me he would be uber late and I was thinking 8 right? No....I tried calling, his phone was out of course so I kept telling myself not to panic. 9 roles around, then 10, 11, fucking midnight! I am calling every 30 minutes just to see if he was finally in range but nothing. He has done this before and I remained calm, finally around 12:30 he calls me ask what I'm up to. Lol, fucking relieved thats what! He said sorry and told me he had a problem when two of his oil tanks overflowed because he was rushing but he got it under control and was able to get to a hill to call me. Said he would be home in a hour and to heat up some food which I gladly did. He was just covered in oil the poor man. I didn't go to sleep until 2 and of course my 3 yr old wakes me up at 6:30 insisting I get up NOOOOO so tired lmao.
The thing that really worries me is he is 52, and I just worry to death that something will happen and he is all by himself out there with no phone service and no one would know! Scares me....why the hell did I marry a old man you ask, I really love this old fucker, even after 5 years my life couldn't be any better. Sorry for long rant but I just wanted to get this off my chest, I plan to go to my doc for new anxiety meds to calm me the fuck down because the last ones I tried made me have suicidal thoughts when I got to stressed which he did warn me about *rolls eyes* Thanks ladies