I don't even know where to even start with myself being so darn annoyed.
I am a SAHM to 2 beautiful girls who are 5 and 1/2 and soon to be 2 years old on Sunday. I am married to a wonderful man, who I couldn't be happier and truly misses him when he is at work. I am also a co-guardian of my DH's brother who is severe mental disabled whom is a grown man but acts like a 2/3 year old.
Now with my kids on the other hand, I have been to the point that I hate them so much with their attitude and refuses to listen to me. When I have things to do and stuff to do, they whine, cry, screams at me saying that "I hate you" or "I don't like you". Thanks to my 5 year old to start that and now I have hard time with my 2 year old. Anastasia is my oldest as been battling with myself and my DH about every little thing from getting up in the morning, getting dressed, doing stuff I tell her as well ask her to do, and going to bed.
My DH would jokingly with me and say who's idea was to have kids, Blah Blah, he wouldn't trade them for anything and loves them to pieces. I on the other hand thought it would be some decent easy parenting to have 2 kids to have fun together as well work together, which I am not seeing very much of right now and just to get ready is a HUGE chore itself. I do not want to go anywhere with them because I am usually so stressed out by time they are dressed.
I do not know to do or say anymore, and I know I will be bashed among someone on here. Maybe I need some of that, I do not know anymore. Since I got married and moved away from my comfort zone, I have not been able to make any good friends to go out to have fun with.
I am open for advise as well suggestions.