This is the first time that I can say that I am in love
I was with a guy for five years, we had dd together, but I didn't love him. I never lied, I told him I didn't. I always told people I wasn't ready to say it. I always used to say "people say that hate is a strong word but so is love, and people throw it around like it's nothing."
I haven't had much love in my life, and I can't say that I love my parents or siblings, I'm sure my reasoning is justified. Honestly, my biggest fear when I found out that I was pregnant was that I wouldn't feel attached to her, and that I couldn't love her. but I absolutely do.
But I wasn't sure that I can ever be in love with a man, but the guy that I am talking to now, it's the most amazing feeling, I love him. And of course he doesn't have the time for a relationship, especially with someone who has a child.