i Hate my family my grandmother passed away at 4:25am on 7/12/13 not even a day later the family (my aunts 5 of them) are fighting over who gets what and what goes wear its like OMG she just die why dont you grieve and be sad. quit fighting! the cops were even called because they were fighting so bad. 6 cars showed up.
then one of the aunts brings up the fact J (the only brother) and asks if im over it and if i have forgiven him for what i "imagined" him going to me. and the cant believe im not over it. J raped/molested me EVERYDAY for TWO years. you dont just get over that and forgive really how do expect me to forgive him.
i was shaking so bad. i called my SO and told him i need to have a xanix ready for me when i got home. they all tried to give me a hug and my cousin knows how im feeling as her hand is turning purple because im squeezing it so tight.
I REALLY HATE MY FAMILY I WISH I COULD HAVE A NEW FAMILY. ones that have compassion and love for one another.
sorry it was more like a rant