I hate going to the beach because my body's ruined! Jealous of moms w nice bodies! : (
I have terrible stretch markson my stomach, breasts, and thighs. The dark purple ugly ones on my stomach. My stomach also hangs like a deflated balloon. It's like a pouch hanging there. I am not overweight. i also have veins popping out of my legs. I feel my body's been ruined by pregnancy!
We're going on vacation to the beach tomorrow and I'm dreading it. I hate the way look in my frumpy bathing suit, but it's all I can wear with my ugly body! I hate seeing women with beautiful bodies! Especially moms! It's so unfair. NO amount of diet or exercise can fix my trainwreck of a body! I used to be a hot babe in a bikini(only 5 yearsago!), and now I'm some dumpy mom!
I hate when these attractive women are near, and I see my husband looking at them! I feel like shit. He says he loves me and doesn't care, but men are very visual. He married a woman with a nice body, and got stuck w this trainwreck I've become!
Does anyone else feeel this way? I needed to vent. Any advice on how you deal with the bad feelings would be appreciated!