There is a man. I have loved him since I was 19. We were together for almost 3 years total, but it was a very off and on type relationship. We haven't been together the last 3. He has never left my heart. Two days ago he had an asthma attack. It caused a heart attack (this is all based off of what the hospital told the family). They put him into a medically induced coma to keep him calm and still. They did a brain scan today. It showed nothing. They did a second one, still nothing. They are doing one more in the morning and if they don't find brain activity, they are taking him off of life support.
I'm a total wreck. Completely and totally. Our relationship since we split up hasn't been the best. We talked once in a blue moon. I know he didn't know that I still cared to the extent that I do. No one knows the extent to which I still care.
I just had to get that off my chest. I don't know what I'm hoping to gain. Maybe some peace before morning.