This isn't something I dare talk to DH about because I know this feeling with pass but I don't want him to remember it forever. Sometimes I regret having kids so much, I wake up in the morning and feel trapped. I'm literally serving out an 18 year sentence on each. I can't escape and I don't want to but if I could go back I'd never do this. Other moms make it look so easy, it comes naturally to them. I think I would have been more fit doing something else. It keeps me up at night and makes me nauseous. I'm ok (most of the time) in the day, but at night when I have time to reflect on the gravity of my situation I get sick.