We have had a lot of things go wrong in our marriage, but one thing has stayed the same- I do not believe porn has a place in my marriage. I picked up his phone anms yes I snooped through it and found where he is looking at suicide girls and tranny porn. I want to vomit. I'm so disgusted by him. I don't even want to look at him. I have talked with him before about how these things make me feel and obviously he doesn't care. I snooped through his phone bacuse I'm starting to think he's cheating on me again. His sexual wants have changed. Two years ago he wouldn't let me touch his butt cheeks as in a playful smack, but now he is super interested in ass play. I don't think that's ever going to happen because that makes me sick and turns me off. He's bored with me, but I have no desire to have sex with someone who is withdrawn from our marriage and looking at that nasty shit. I know I'm all over the place but I haven't been able to go to sleep because of how upset I am.