Since my daughters have been born I've been trying to make things better. I'm in school, looking for a part time job, hubby is working. I stay home with the kids and do just about everything. Most of the time I feel like a single mom. It would all be worth it if things could change. I've been talking to hubby for months about really being strict up what we spend and cutting costs where we can. He still spends money daily at work (not as much as he used to but still too much).
He also isn't very patient at all. I seriously think he needs blood pressure medicine. When both the girls start getting whiny and fusy he is cool for a few minutes then loses his cool (no he has never hurt any one) but the things that come out of his mouth make me so freaking angry. He can't really seem to be around him more than 5 minutes when they act like that. He never was this person and I am tired of the excuses, I'm stressed blah blah blah. I'm ready to pull my hair out. I am not perfect and lost my cool but I am around the girls 24/7. He isn't!
I just really do not know what to do.