I got angry and say mean things to my 3weeks infant. I told him to shut up and go the fuck to sleep, when he wouldnt stop being fussy and kept crying off and on for 2 hours even though I was breast feeding for those two hours. He wasn't able to latch good too that's why it took so long. It was 1 am and I haven't gotten much sleep since 2 days b4 I went in labor. God, I felt so bad afterward. I promised him i'll never be mean to him ever again since he is just a baby.