I thought I would be relieved, since its been almost three months since the miscarriage and I've been super PMSy for the past month solid, but now that I've got it, I'm just incredibly sad. Its just a reminder that I probably won't ever be able to have another baby, as much as I desperately want one.
After six miscarriages, two of which needed D&Cs, I don't feel like there's much hope.
I feel so bad for DS today. He doesn't understand why Momma is so sad. He just hugs me and says its okay, but its not okay. It's just not.
on Sep. 1, 2013 at 12:12 PM