I told my husband that I don't think I'm in love with him anymore
About 3 weeks ago my husband did something that completely broke my trust and my heart. I wasn't able to eat for almost a week, I was so devastated Although I still love him and care about him, I have completely lost that "in love" feeling for him. Everything he does seems to bother me or annoy me. The smallest things make me want to pack my bags and leave. I used to be the first one willing to go to counseling or a mentor or something if there was an issue in our marriage, but I'm too embarassed and ashamed of his actions that I can't even tell anyone, not family or friends or counselor or pastor or even on here. The pain is also too deep and bad that even if I wasn't ashamed to tell a counselor, even the thought of discussing it with another person or having another person talk about it is too difficult for me to bear.
Yesterday he wanted to know why I seem to not even want to try to fix things and I told him that I don't thnk I'm in love with him anymore. I watched the words hit him like a ton of bricks. He staggered a little like he almost felt faint and his face twisted with sadness and pain and he was quiet. After a couple minutes he said "Do you KNOW it, or do you THINK it". I said "I just think it." and he said "Then don't ever say something like that to me unless you damn well know." I asked why and he said "because it's heart breaking that's why". I just explained to him that while I do love and care about him, there's a part of my heart that I just haven't been able to give him or let him in since he broke my trust and my heart 3 weeks ago because I'm too scared to let him in there again. I told him that I don't know yet if I ever will be able to again.
Has anybody else had experience where you fell out of love with your husband because of something he did... were you able to recover from it and be in love with him again or did things end because of it?