Hes 6 weeks old now, so i talked to my boss and got back on the schedule for two days a week on my husbands days off. Today was my first day back.
Well my husband decided to throw a temper tantrum and run home to his mommy's house and not watch our son... i was so lucky that my mom had today off and was able to take my son for a little bit.
And then my dumb bitch of a mil had the nerve to suggest to me that i hire a baby sitter THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW to watch my baby. Umm excuse me bitch, why the HELL would i pay someone i dont know to watch my baby when he has a parent who is off work for the day? Really? How about not letting your POS mommas boy of a son run to your house to have his temper tantrums and blow off his responsibilties?
So i had to go to work on my first day back and tell my boss i dont have anyone i can count on to watch my son so i cant be on the schedule yet.
And my husband is ignoring me now, wont answer his phone or text me back. Im seriously debating filing for divorce i see this as being very controlling. He wanted me to go back to work before i was finished healing or ready at all to leave my baby (who is breasfed btw) and now he is making sure it is impossible for me to go? I was sooo stressed out this morning trying to find someone to watch him, i went to work in tears. Is it too much to ask to have a husband i can count on?! He doesnt help with anything to do with the baby, i change his diaper, i feed him, i hold him when he cries... my husband doesnt do shit and then has the nerve to tell me that he hasnt gotten good sleep in a month... i havent slept more than 3-4 hours straight since he was born!
UGH theres my vent for the day. I think i hate his manipulative controlling ass. And my dumb bitch mil for raising such a douche.