Dd9 had a bad morning of kicking and screaming. She does this everymorning but today was really bad. After she tried to slam the front door I ran after her smacked her butt which was extremely padded. I told her you can go back in side. She said I just want to go to school. I told her no more slamming doors. She said sorry. I stood up turned around and there was a lady coming up the street. I'm not sure how much she saw but as soon as I spanked her I realized That was the wrong move but it was too late to take it back and now I'm scared this l lady saw it and sd talked to her at the bus stop or something. I love my kids and I make mistakes like all humans but I'm worried now that this huge mistakes is going to cost me something.