Yes I've been drinking. I've had 4 hours to think since he left and I know it's early but Im just lost. Anyway the wine made me start thinking so I checked the acct. idk why I just wanted to know WHERE he was camping. Turns out no where because he got a motel in the city. I know he's with his brother because he picked him up and they took his truck. But they must be going to the strip club or something. What was the point in asking for an open relationship to just turn around and lie
I know I shouldn't have but I called the other guy. As soon as he answered I started crying. I've drank too much. He's coming over but we probably won't have sex. I just need someone to talk to and I don't have any friends that know..