Confession: I Cry Over Everything Involving My Baby Girl
So, my sweetheart is 4-months-old as of last week. She goes to daycare from 8am until 5pm. I cry everyday for a few seconds because I miss her (I go to high school from 8am until 3pm). Sometimes in class I'll randomly break out and start crying because I'm worried about if she's developmenting right or if I'm a good enough mom whenever we do spend time together. Sometimes I worry she'll like her grandma better than me and love her more (my mom works at the daycare my daughter goes to). And at night sometimes if she randomly screams, I'll feed her and cry as I'm doing it, because I'm worried about my little girl. Did she get scared? Was I not close enough? And breastfeeding! I want to breastfeed until 6 months, and maybe even after a little bit. But we have to supplement with formula, 8 oz a day, because of daycare and I can only pump once in a school day. So while I'm pumping, I cry because what if it's not enough? Or what if the milk isn't good enough? And when she starts solids what if she doesn't want my milk? It's the best thing for her! I worrry evverrry second over my precious angel. haha!