I don't have to go sleep next to my husband. We are fighting again. It's like nothing I do is enough anymore. I was gonna leave about 4 months back. But he fought me tooth and nail and said we would go to counseling. Except he doesn't wanna go, I told him back then if I ever feel like I'm sacrificing my happiness again I'm leaving. And I'm starting to feel it again. I'm too young to be unhappy.