I feel awful and nobody here gives a crap UPDATE 10/14/13
So I went to the ER not long after this was posted, I sat in the waiting room for about 45 minutes and then they took me back to a room my bp was 179/92 and my heartrate was really high I dont remember what it was though. They hooked me up to an IV because I was pretty dehydrated and they gave me some pain meds & anti-nausea meds. They ran blood tests and my urine, the blood tests came back and I do indeed have pancreatitis but it wasn't a serious case and the doctor said we could treat it outpatient. So they sent me home with a script for pain medication, antinausea meds and told me to follow up with a doctor. I am still hurting pretty bad, I'm not allowed to eat anything because eating makes the pancreas stay inflammed. I am sort of getting bitchy because I am starving but on the plus side I am no longer vomiting!
Yes I am gonna vent here for a second. I woke up on Thursday morning with a sharp pain under my boob kind of near where my ribcage is and I was sick to my stomach. I have reflux so I assumed it was just another attack and took my meds and hoped it would go away. Well it hasnt, last night the pain grew worse and I was up and down all night because no matter how I positioned myself in bed it was super painful. I've been throwing up bile as well. My kids dont care that I am sick, they are 4.5 and 6 months and my 4.5yr old hasbeen rowdy all morning and has been in time out three different times because she isnt listening. My husband went to work for about 2 hours and came home even care that I was miserable and stuck with my head in the toilet dry heaving my guts out. He did feed them lunch and then comes into the bedroom and says "ok I am taking Lucy and going to Nate's football game, I'm leaving Nat with you." He doesnt even give me a chance to ask him if he would please, please take the baby because I can barely get myself out of bed long enough to vomit. Thank GOD she is breastfed because I dont think I would be able to make her a bottle. No I'm not pregnant, no womb so that would be fairly impossible. I dont know WHAT is wrong all I know is the pain is pretty intense and I am dizzy. I have been guzzling water to ward off dehydration and the only thing I have been able to hold down with any certainty is herbal tea.
So who wants to join my pity party? Anyone else having a really bad, no good, awful horrible day?