I've been up a while this morning and have come to two conclusions.
I do nothing but watch a 10 month old with my bf all day. TV parks beach really not much.
So I realized that I'm not using my time properly. I'm 19 I'm not old I've got a chance to make changes. The first will start with my kitchen which needs a deep cleaning with hot vinegar and hot bleach water.
The second is I'm going to go back to school. I'm going to get a degree or certification in something but I need more then a 20/ hr per week job packing boxes into bags at UPS for 9.50 an hour.
I don't know what for but I'm going to the community collage on Monday and am going to get a list of all offer courses. Next ill apply for the pell grant and anything else I can. It's education or bust and with my son I can't afford not to succeed.
On a side note the cookies are amazing.