I began a friendship with my "boss" (although starting next week he will no longer be due to a promotion) anyway this friendship grew to more of a "relationship" he's not married but he has a girlfriend and I am divorced as of February I think we clung to eachother because of our similar up and down relationship ... (Exdh and u were living together but separated emotionally for years) any who this guy is the best man I've ever met he speaks to me with such respect , always positive always making me laugh always just perfect a perfect gentlemen... I came from a marriage where I was beaten weekly cheated on over 32 times and much more so meeting this "friend" was like gathering new hope that real men are still out there... I've recently found out we also have the SAME religious background which isn't common ... Now four months later I feel like Ive fallen in love.. I haven't told him this but I know it's real... But parts of me want to end things I am not this person and as much as I hate knowing he has someone at home a part of me feels like he is my one true love... What do I do?
I believe he feels the same way... From the way he talks to me but I've never asked him how far this will go... I can't get the courage to tell him I want. Him to be with me and only me .. I'm so lost and I have no one to talk to because I'm ashamed of this whole situation ... I know some of you will bash I would too all I can do is say to you you'll never understand this position until you're put into it..