Long story short my boyfriend is an ass. He pulled the condom off right before he came (claimed he pulled back to far, slipped it off and right back in). Well now I am 7 weeks pregnant and not only do I not want this baby I can not have this baby.
He is controlling and I am pretty sure it is only a matter of time before he turns completely abusive. He has already gotten VERY angry with me because I am not happy about this pregnancy and there are a few other things where I am seeing some signs. I do not want him in my life any longer. Unfortunately if I have his baby I will have to deal with him regularly for the rest of the childs life.
The delimma is that he will not pay for an abortion. I can't afford one. And even if I could I have no way to travel 300 miles to the nearest clinic.
I would not be able to just give this child up for adoption because he would prevent that but I would terrified for this child every time I had to send it to him if I kept it.
I guess what I am asking is if there is any way to cause a miscarriage or something? Normally I am completely against abortion for myself but in this case I see no other option. I am truly scared to have this man around and I definitely don't want him having access to someone so defenseless.
And he has never left a mark on me yet and even if he were to he would still be able to have access to the child unless dfs determined he was a danger to the child so it isn't like I could just get him thrown in jail and everything be peachy keen. I truly feel like I have no options here.