I miss my ex fiancé.
We were only together 8 months, We had a date set, dress on lay-away, and then I got pregnant.
Yay! We were having a baby and we were very excited, even his best friend said he was genuinely thrilled.
And then I had a miscarriage and we fell apart. He had been accepted to Texas A&M and the day after the miscarriage he got his instructions on how to register for classes and he tore them up.
He was hurting, I was hurting. Talking to me made him feel worse. He couldn't handle it so he broke up with me. That was in 2011. I was 21 he was 20.
Now I've been married to an amazing man for a little over a year and we have a beautiful DD together.
But at some point throughout the day, I think about my Ex and I mourn the baby we lost and the life we should have had together.
I don't know how to get over these thoughts, my therapist couldn't help at all.
So there's my confession, and here's my question: do you have any advice on getting the thoughts to stop? I love my DH, but I truly loved my ex too, I need peace.