When he finally comes up to bed, he'll try to wake me up for sex. Well, I can't get myself to bc I am seriously that tired and I don't feel like it.
Last night he makes a comment to me that really hurt my feelings. He said: "I've been with better that I didn't even have to beg for".
And I just shot back: "well then go get it"
I rolled over and started crying. Then he tried playing it off like he was joking. But I'm no idiot....
He then started asking if it was because I'm pregnant and if I even loved him. And I just couldn't get any words out. I managed to tell him it's because I'm pregnant.
But man.. today I am still so hurt. I don't want to have sex with him again. Now every time all I will think about is how I'm not that "good".