idk what to think of this text...to the dumbsh!#$ who keep assuming
I missed my period and now three weeks past i realize, wow, I'm probably pregnant.
So i tell my bf and he really wanted to deal with it and i was in denial.
He bothered me so much about it that i just stopped responding to anything about the topic and stopped visiting, i flaked, didn't call, haven't answered, nothing for the last three days. Needless to say, i shut down when i feel deep emotions, similar to how many men withdraw, i withdraw too.
Well i went to text my boyfriend about going in and testing and i got an automated response that said...
"you are emotionally overwhelmed & because you shut down, i have too. I'm taking my space.
********** I don't deal with pregnancies well. I have had multiple miscarriages with this man. Multiple scares, after a while, I just stopped caring to see if I was pregnant, would go do a hormone panel, find out I am, would go back and find out I'm not anymore. I'm over it. Thats why I wait to see a doctor now, because I don't fucking care anymore to get all excited about nothing.