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escorting to feed my kids

Anonymous
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I'm well aware that I will be hated for this but I could really care less.The thing is, I just need to get it off my chest.
I recently loss my home and ended up homeless with my children. My husband abandoned us and I was unable to get any help and even if I got a job, we can't survive for 2 weeks waiting on my first pay check. I made the heart wrenching decision to sell my body to feed my children and provide a place for us to stay.
While my children are at school I hit backpage and see 2-3 men so that I can pay for our hotel and provide food for them. I'm paying 4500.00 a month for the motel so it's impossible to save any money. This wasn't my dream job or anything it was a decision that was made out of total desparation. I "see' men at a different location than where we are staying. I wouldn't want my children sleeping in the same bed I had sex in.
I am now a sex slave. I am enslaved by my situation and life circumstances. If I don't whore myself everyday I won't have money to take care of their basic needs. There are no days off. I'm at the end of my rope. I've been beaten and degraded by men and I'm so depressed and just hopelessly lost... My husband won't help. He won't work and doesn't want to. My family doesn't have the resources to help. I'm.not sure how much longer I'll last.
I probably won't look back at this post. I know how vicious many women are on this site and i'm depressed enough as it is. I just needed to tell someone. This is the last thing i ever thought i'd be doing. I'll do anything for my kids though. I love them so much and i have got to find help to escape this before i'm arrested or killed. They mean the world to me.
Depending on your beliefs, please pray for me, send positive healing thoughts and energy my way. I have ovarian cancer. I don't have a lot of time left. This isn't how I thought I'd be living my last days.
Posted by Anonymous on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:18 AM
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Anonymous
by Anonymous 2 on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:22 AM
You need to find a cheaper place to stay like an Econolodge. You should be able to get healthcare, if you're unemployed.
want10more
by Gold Member on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:25 AM
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first of all, God loves you. no matter what. if you are telling the truth then my heart bleeds for you. find a shelter for now. and you know, if you start college, you can get an apt for you and your kids, welfare, food stamps. you do not need to be a 'whore'. there are other options. it's quick money sure, it's also a quick way to soul death. and hiv. herpes, etc etc. if you get beaten robbed raped and killed in an alleyway, you're doing your kids no service. they'll not only know that you were hooking, they'll be all alone in this world, w/ no parent. so not worth it.

Anonymous
by Anonymous 3 on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:27 AM
More people do things than you would think. No bashing at all. My ex is a POS and probably going to prison for a long time.. high and dry here. Don't beat yourself up, try to better yourself as I'm doing, and it will get better. I wish the best of luck and I wish I could pm you but I don't want to out myself lol
LaughCryLive
by Ruby Member on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:31 AM
Please call a church. Sometimes if you listen to their bullshit they will help you.
Anonymous
by Anonymous 2 on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:31 AM
I really am serious about finding a cheaper place, and getting insurance. You need to save money for an apt and be healthy for your children. If no one can help you now, what happens if you pass away? Fuck your ex for walking out. Do what you need to do, and keep moving forward.
livric
by Platinum Member on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:31 AM
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No bashing here. But you are wasting money on the motel. Is there no housing cheaper? ?
Anonymous
by Anonymous 4 on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:33 AM

You pay  $4500 a month for a hotel?!  I personally couldn't do what you are doing but I'm not one to judge.
Why not get an apartment with that money though, why a hotel?  

horseap
by on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:33 AM

Why cant you get gov help?

Jennahalt
by Member on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:34 AM
How is 4500 a month for a hotel the cheapest option? 150 a night?
Jennahalt
by Member on Nov. 20, 2013 at 3:36 AM
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It has to be a troll
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