4.5 weeks ago I had an abortion when I was 11 weeks along. I felt so ashamed about it I told my family that I miscarried. My DH has been sworn to secrecy. Everyday I deal with not only the guilt of my lie but with the fact that I chose to end my baby's life. I'm grieving for my loss, but I feel like I don't deserve to.
I feel like such a piece of shit.