I'm so sick and tired of being in constant pain all the time. I've broken a bone in my body, my feet, arms legs and face are so swollen that each step I take adds extra pressure to the bone and my joints are costantly popping and sipping. I can't roll over at night and makes my left or right side leg cramp troughout th night. I've had chronic ear infections and of course I can't take anything for the pain. my face, chest, back and is so severely broken out t's disgusting and I refuse to let dh see me naked. thse hot flashes makes me sweat lke a pig. My fingers cramp that dh has to pop them back into place... cleaning is God damn near mpossible and it's lookig like a dump.
I want this baby out so I can fix myself and not hurt anymore... It's so close I want to cry. I'm physically incapable of being the mom my already born childen need me to be. I want to cry all the time. all day, evryday pain is becming umbearabl.
*the keys on keyboard stick. sorry for all the bad spelling.