I'm leaving my fiance. He is just a miserable person. We have a few month old baby together, and the truth is I didn't mean to get pregnant. I didn't want to be with him, just because of who he is to other people, but that's not the point. We were so happy, but I guess he's bipolar and is mostly a depressed person. He has thrown me around a few times. Now he is living on the porch and I need to find somewhere else to go. I can't go to my mom's because of how her house is. I don't have any friends. The only place I would have to go is this other guy's house and I don't want to go because I don't want to rely on him or have him save me. We would end up being together and it would probably end up like this, plus it would confuse my older child. I am trying to hang in here until taxes come around and I can either find a little place or fix up my mother's extra bedroom and living room so that it is suitable for my children. My ex-df really doesn't mean to be a bad guy, he's got major issues and it seems life has just become to much for him. I know he was like this in his prior marriage, but I thought that was mostly because they weren't compatible and I could 'fix" him I guess. I was bad in my last relationship to, but I made myself better. I'm hating life right now. I'm so in deep shit and don't know how to get out of it.