My SO, who lives with me, who I'm having a baby with..........is at least talking to/meeting other women behind my back, if not fully cheating on me. And yes, I know, he probably is doing more with them. I don't want to think about it. He works out of town
I don't even know what to do. My kids love him, he's always very loving to us, he's a good provider. If I leave him, this will be the 3rd time my children have seen me end a relationship. And I don't want to be that mom.
On the one hand, I don't want to stay with someone who obviously doesn't respect our relationship. But on the other hand, I don't want to break my kids hearts again. Can I just ignore it?
I wish I had done so many things differently. I don't even know where I fucked up so badly. My first husband abused me, second one was gay, and now the man I'm with cheats on me and lies to me about it to my face???? I have been nothing but a good, faithful girlfriend/wife to any of them. What is wrong with me that I get myself into this????
Sorry for whining, I know it's my own fault. I just want to cry, I don't even know what to do.