It hasnt even been that long.
Hes beem buying me stuff spending cash.
Then hell rant n rave n freakout.
Then hell cry n pity himself.
All this over not having sex.
I feel he should be able to go without sex without having a mental breakdown
He says its normal for guys to be like that. N its not normal to not want sex.
Hes a prev he needs it all the time . So fine i used to just give it to him. But id feel used gross sick n then hell go back to his shitty self.
So now im like no. If i dont want it i wont do ot just for you.
he thinks i should b a good wife just suck it up n do him thats its not a big deal.
Then why cant he be a goid hubby and not do it.
I dont like sex because im fat
i dont like that the kids can hear us.
I dont like that his cock is pirecd i think he doesnt wash right because when we fuck.my ph is messed up it smells sour.
It doesnt feel good. It feels like a waste of time getting slimy n sweaty in our cold ass house.
Whos right whos wrong.
now he left this morning saying im filimg for divorce then its been less then three weeks since we fucked.
Aside from,all the emotional bullcrap of y i dont want to be with him sexually he thinks i should have a time line and forgive him just like that nc he did for me. what he did n what i did are not the same.
Its not my fault he forgave me, i am working on forgiving him if i even can