if I don't get pregnant again by the time I'm 40. No more trying after that. I will go on birth control of some sort and just accept it isn't going to happen. I need some sort of closure and I'm just going to put it on a number to help my brain deal with it. I couldn't love my 5 boys more, but I always wanted a little girl, too. I may always wonder what she would have been like, but I will accept it as the way it was meant to be.
Hopefully, I will be gifted a granddaughter someday.
I am showing signs of fertility, so I have about 16 months or so for it to happen, but we aren't actively trying. What will be, will be.
on Dec. 27, 2013 at 8:55 AM