i was almost 5 months pregnant (four days away from the 5 month mark) and i lost my twins. its was 11-20-13 and 11-21-13 that they were born and then i got a dnc. :,( i just got the email today from the funeral home director stating the funeral will be tuesday january 7,2014 at 12:15 p.m. i am crying my eyes out! we tried for over two fucking years to get pregnant! why me?!?!?!?! im so sick i cant eat i cant sleep i cant do anything i cant even cry anymore! i need help! christmas was hell in a gift bag for me! how did you other mommas do this? i dont know what to do with myself! my husband is quiet and we havent had sex since then. they said i had a placenta abruption. while everyone else is enjoying their new babies im burying mine!!!! :,( im so jealous it is litterally killing me. just help me! i dont really wanna hear i know how you feel that is all i have been hearing and im not being rude im just telling you..unless you have worked your frikken ass off just trying to get pregnant all just to have it yanked away from you then please dont tell me you know how i feel.
*im going anon because i dont wanna be bothered other than this post, meaning i dont want inbox messages.*