I have a back of a 80 year old (that sucks). I limp everyday cause I am a half inch shorter on my left side. Which I make jokes about to people who don't know me, I have ptsd ( bad childhood I won't go into). Severe back pain daily, don't want to go to bed and anxiety that drives me crazy. I work full time. Does it hurt? Hell yes more than anyone in the world knows but I refuse refuse to sit home till the day that I literallty can not get out of bed. I wake up at least an hour early just so I can get out of bed. Am I special? No but I refuse to let this disease and pain be a factor in my life till the day I can not function on my own control. So ladies I want to thank you for making me feel better and stronger, I was able to get ssdi 10 years ago but I really enjoy working even if it kills me. I will go to work tomorrow feeling stronger and knowing when it is my time I will deserve everything I get from the goverenment.