I've been seeing the love of my life on and off for a few years, he always breaks up with me saying he can't give me the life I deserve. I have 2 kids, one of them being his.. I thought we were finally working out this time, but tonight he told me he is moving away. I am so freakin heartbroken and I told him he can't leave me and he just said it's for the better.. I dont fucking care anymore if he can't give me the life I deserve or whatever. I JUST WANT TO BE WITH HIM! I LOVE him with ALL my heart more then I have ever loved anyone else.. Ugh I cant stop crying why does he have to do this... please don't say you are sorry or call him a jerk...
After he saw how upset I was, he appologized and said he wouldn't leave me, I didn't know what to say..
Today he proposed to me, I told him I had to think about it.. IDK WHAT TO DO!!... I LOVE him SOOO much but I don't want to lose him again, I CAN'T lose him again.. wyyd?