my feelings are hurt. He rarely comes to me for sex. I feel like I've just been replaced. Like his hand is better or something. I'm not good enough to marry and now I'm not good enough to fuck either.
guess I'll just continue being his taxi, maid, and personal chef and lower my expectations a bit.
we talked last night,I told him how it made me feel, he claimed he did it *for ME* & I said I'm done. Told him in clearly not what he wants and he has zero respect for me,zero appreciation, and apparently zero attraction for me and I'm just done.
I slept on the couch last night and we haven't talked since except for when he came into the bedroom this afternoon to say he was leaving for work and the kids were in the living room.
not a single fight to explain things, convince me my feelings are wrong, nothing. The more I think about the big picture the more I'm disgusted with myself for being so stupid all these years. For ever thinking our relationship meant anything.