I left almost 5 years ago and now I am disabled my back has two torn discs in my back and a bulging disc pressing on the root of a nerve, on the left side of my back and now the right side of my back has gone out. I have complex post traumatic stress disorder, depression and severe anxiety. He stalked me for 2 years after I left him.
All I can think now is I am 30 years old and within the next 10 years someone is going to have to care for me. I have multiple other things wrong that have nothing to do with the abuse. I don't want to live like that, I don't want someone to care for me.
Im sorry I just needed to get this out.