Hi everyone! I'm new to this site, and wanted to ask a question to see if anyone else felt the way I do and how they dealt with it. I have two beautiful sons, ages 10 and 4. They are wonderful, and I love them so much. However, when I was pregnant I found out that they were boys, and was EXTREMELY disappointed and even got depressed for the remainder of my pregnancy. I've wanted a little girl for as long as I can remember. My partner and I wanted a baby and tried to get pregnant, and now I am at the end of my first trimester. We agreed not to find out the gender until the baby is born. But it's driving me crazy, because I want a girl more than anything and am scared that I'll end up getting another boy. I know all I should wish for is a healthy baby, and I seem very ungrateful. But I'm wondering if anyone else ever felt the same and what did you do?