DH travels for about 60% of his job. However the last year it dropped down to about 30% and he wasn't gone as much. Well this month he's gone for over 3 weeks, not quite a month. I'm used to him being here and this is night #2 that I can't sleep. It's storming here, something the forecast didn't call for so it's unexpected and for some reason the thunder sounds weird. Every little bump and noise makes me jump. Normally I'm not that easily freaked out but I just miss him and miss feeling safe. I have a little dog that thinks she's a damn rott or something, her bark sounds like she's a big dog and she WILL bite you if she feels threatened. I want a gun but Dh says no :(
I do have cop friends who drive around by the house at night occasionally, too, nightly when DH is gone but I haven't seen them tonight.
I know I'm going to be exhausted in the morning but I can't sleep. Anyone else feel uneasy when their husbands are gone and how do you ease the feeling?