First off. I want to say that naturally my first thought it I will do ANYTHING to keep my unborn son safe in my womb even if it means spending forever in this damn hospital. Now. On to the reason for my freak out.
I am 26wks pregnant with my 2nd child, a son, our first boy and I am SO thrilled. I am due 5/08/14 which happens to be my husband's 30th birthday. However, I am suffering from HG and a pregnancy induced pancreatitis. I have been here in the hospital off and on since November but this round I went to the ER on Christmas day and here I am...still here. I started off my pregnancy at 140lbs, I am 5'5 and now I am 108lbs that is 32lbs gone. My body is frail, my pancreas is inflamed and I can not eat. I am on a constant IV and I have Zofran around the clock. Right now I am on pain medication on top of the Zofran because the pancreatitis is SUPER painful.
I hate being here. I am missing my daughter, Chloe, she is 5 and she is not used to being without me. I haven't seen her in a week because she has been sick and she can't come. I miss my husband--I miss sleeping in my bed. I miss eating! I started getting sick at 5wks and I have yet to eat a full meal since then. I will be here until my electrolytes even out, my pancreas is no longer inflamed and I am not vomiting as much. My doctors warned me that might be until delivery, because now I am suffering from real contractions as a response to dehydration.
Anyone else ever been in this boat? How do I keep sane when I really just want to cry all day.