But sometime my kids I have now drive me absolutely NUTS. I have 3 children already, ages 7,5,1 and I really want to have another baby because I feel that my family isn't complete. My children aren't terrible, they are great when they aren't around me (school, friends, ect) but sometimes the drive me crazy, I find myself yelling, sometimes cussing (more then I should) and getting frustrated a lot. Not all the time but sometimes I feel like I am a lazy mom, I do things with them but I have my days where I don't move much from the computer. Bash me, I can take it. I have found myself wondering a lot lately if I am being selfish with my urges. I don't know just how I am feeling this morning.