Let me just say I'm NOT proud of what I done... I feel ashamed... But I can't stop. I'm scheduled to see a therapist next week, idk what all it will help, but I'm hopeful. Started back in October... I met a pretty hot guy who was moving away soon... We hung out a few times... Hooked up several times then I got bored and blew him off until he moved...met another pretty hot guy who was married too and we hung out a bit worked out mostly chatted, talked about our spouses and hooked up twice then I cut him off and decided I wouldn't ever cheat again. Well an old high school classmate.... Started chatting with me and yea we hooked up once, awkward as fuck, not chatting since the day after the hook up. I'm terrible I know just had to get it off my chest. I like sex a lot, I get bored easily, and I have that strong urge for a "getaway" even if it's just every now and again... Just something away from reality, away from responsibility, and stresses... Anyways have fun bashing away... There's nothing you can say to make me feel any lower, bc I'm at my lowest and I Just don't know how to go about solving it.