Yes, I married him. I have a long history of abuse in the past, and just like every abuser, he was a charmer for the first six months, and by then, I was already hooked. Five years later and it is progressively worse.
I wish I could just start all over. This time, be very very selective, and not settle for a man who doesn't treat me like a queen. I'm jealous. I want a man like that too.