This morning was tough. I think the uncertainty was the worst part. DS wanted to go to school so I let him.
I went by the house and say down worth my husband to talk. I basically explained that he was out of line. 100% out of line. I explained that while I'm committed to our marriage I will not sit by and alienate our child for something I believe is out of his control.
I asked why he reacted like that since we had always suspected it and he said he just didn't want to believe it.
I told him that our son will continue to live in our home and will have my support financially through college like we had always planned. If he doesn't like it fine, he doesn't have to live here.
I don't want a divorce. I don't want my family to hurt or be broken. DH agreed to see a family therapist so that's a start.
I need to add that I am a Christian. I was married in a church by an ordained minister who happens to be my father. The passages in Leviticus that most Christians reference when it comes to homosexuality IMO is out dated because of the coming of Jesus in the new testament. Jesus came to absorb our sins because we are incapable of perfection. I will not sit by and judge my son for something he is unable to control.
DS admitted today that he is gay and DH told him to get the fuck out.
I'm so pissed, we suspected this and I had know idea DH would react like this.
I'm heartbroken. So DS and I are staying at a hotel tonight and until DH comes to his senses.
I just don't understand why DH reacted like this.