I'm losing ANOTHER job because I can't find a way to control my ADD symptoms
This time I was writing down everything I did to hold myself accountable so I wouldn't get lost daydreaming or get distracted or hyper focus. Well I spent too much time and energy writing everything down...and too much time and energy organizing my tasks by priority and then I still got flustered and didn't know where to start so I ended up working on low-priority items first just to start somewhere so I fucked off some high-priority items. Of course in hindsight, it's easy to see where I went wrong.
I don't understand this. The way that normal people function on an efficient level just mystifies me. I want that and I don't know how to get it.