It doesn't usually bother me too much because I'm so used to it by now, but today I feel a little depressed. My social anxiety is the worst it's ever been, possibly because I'm always feeling rejected when I try to make a conversation with other people. I get flustered, forget what I'm going to say, and make myself look like a total idiot. :( I really try to be as nice and inviting as I can, despite how stupid I know I make myself look. I hate that I'm pitying myself today, but just had to vent.