I was alone when I lost them . Their father decided last week he doubts their his and didn't want anything to do with them or me til he got a DNA test. He never came to the hospital. He never contact ed me to ask how they were. When I contacted him, he was cruel and mean and made it known that had they survived and he found out they were his he was going to do everything in his power to take them from me. I don't even know why the man hates me all of a sudden. He won't say. Even the day he broke it off with me he acted like we would still be friends and he'd still be there for me.
I am devastated and traumatized by the loss of my babies and even more broken that I am dealing with it alone and he doesn't even care. I have to go to his house sometime this week to give him back my phone and get the rest of my stuff from his house and I don't even want to look at him right now because I am so angry.