Help me end this "relationship" please :( update page 31
Is it possible that someone can tell me what to say to end this "relationship"?
And please don't bash me because I'm already crying and regretting everything. I already feel like crap.
A little background?
I suffer from extremely low self esteem. I will do anything to make someone happy. I haven't been in a relationship ever. I got pregnant by a man who abandoned me at 10 weeks because I wouldn't get an abortion.
Anyway, I met this new guy in the later part of december. We hit it off really well. I ended up having sex with him 3 days after meeting him. Big mistake #1. He was cool up until the day after. He then became distant. And then he disappeared completely.
I didn't hear from him again until feb 15. He asked me to come over. I went. We had sex. Big mistake #2. I found out I was pregnant a couple weeks later. I told him and he disappeared again. Blocked me from everything.
Last week Sunday night he popped up again with the message "I'm horny". So disrespectful considering he walked out on me because I was pregnant. But low self esteem.....I went to him. We had sex again. I expected him to block me again. But he didn't.
Instead he messaged me first thing in the morning. His phone got wet and he needed a new one. But he couldn't get it because of a 26000 hospital bill. So even though I was sick from morning sickness, I got out of bed and went and turned on a phone in my name for him. His card is in the account so I don't have to worry about him paying it. That's not my issue.
Anyway now that we had sex again and he got his new phone, he has gone distant again. And it hurts. I feel so disrespected and unappreciated.
How do I tell him I have had enough? I want the phone out if my name but it's stuck there until he finishes paying it off. He got a plan where you pay a little up front and then monthly installments until it's paid off. So it needs to be transferred to someone else's name.
I don't want to make him mad. So what do I say? I feel so stupid and used. I know I did it to myself but damn it hurts. I know you'll probably say just leave it alone and consider it a lesson learned but I need him to know how he made me feel.