I'm always paranoid or anxious. I feel as if I walk around outside I'm gonna get shot or killed. I don't know when I started being so afraid of the outside world. It is interfering with my life. I've become extremely cautious and protective. My head constantly runs rampant with horrible scenarios of what might possibly happen to me, my husband, and my DD. For example: when we are driving..I'm so scared of crashing, sometimes just scenarios of me and my husband dying and my daughter crying helplessly. Or that some stranger is gonna capture us and hurt us. What the hell is wrong with me??? I'm very scared all the damn time. I'm so afraid that if I tell my husband about what is going on with me...he might put me in the crazy house.