I am too socially awkward. If I meet someone and we start talking and become friends it doesnt last long. I get jealous when they do other things. I try my hardest to not because I realize there is no reason to be jealous but I do.
Like this weekend my friend and I were supposed to go out to celebrate my bday. She cancelled last minute because he DH wanted to go do something. I actually started crying because I felt so hurt and jealous. I realize looking back on how I act I am psycho but i still cant figure out how to get over it.
Eventually it leads to me saying something really stupid and creepy and then people stop talking to me.